i guess if someone doesn't love you back, it isn't such a crime.

but there's a fine, fine line between love and a waste of time.

wow. i haven't felt alone in three years. but now i do. it feels like going through a breakup, except that it's not one.

i hate that everything i think, say, do or feel is wrong, and must be disregarded.

i hate feeling like an unwanted burden.

i hate feeling that everyone else gets things i want. i hate feeling ungrateful for what i have now, but i DO feel terrible. i can't believe i feel terrible for feeling terrible. feh.

i hate knowing that i don't have to live this way, but that i still do.

i hate feeling that happy endings are for other people.

i hate feeling hopeful when things stay the same or turn for the worse.

i wish i could get out of here.

it's finished! :D

the frog princess, md na talaga! :D :D :D

congratulations upcm 2010! :D

here's to living the dream! :D :D :D

why i love my boyfriend part 1

on eating A LOT:

"try stopping yourself. then when you succeed you realize you can control yourself.

that makes you more confident.

then you build on that,

and do more."

na-inspire niya ko. haha!

-hugs-

there has to be more to me than an appalling lack of eq and self-control. :)